What an auspicious date to start Lenten reflections here!
What profit is there for one to gain the whole world
yet lose or forfeit himself?”
I know I gained so many accolades as I grew up academically inclined! As an Indian its the best possible way to live. But somewhere down the line, I have been extremely keen about holding my health together – mental and physical! While a good nights rest and good meals make me physically stable, mentally I realised I was always in fear – fear of losing the facade I built for myself over the years – the perfect kid – acing almost every exam I attempted , doctor, super specialist, author on this website, etc. I know deep in my heart – I am not perfect! I am trying to gain the world while I lose my faith!
every day we face a dilemma of abundance of choice! While I can chose to do something or not .. the Lord gives us that choice – we chose His path or otherwise! Theoretically very easy to type here but not easy when there is so much attraction in being that mean woman / man with ambition to race to the top!
So we have 40 days to reflect over the past year – our sins and chaos that resides in our lives! While I am still trying to make sense of my life along with my values and intentions. This Lent I want to stop listening my mind and body but focus on letting myself dictate the body what is needed!
PRAYER
Help and guide me Jesus for every stressor I have right now! Bless me and guide me! Amen
