Thursday, November 8, 2018 – God Who Sees, Seeks, and Finds

The setting is a dinner party.  It must have been a large one.  Jesus and some of his disciples are there.  So are Pharisees, scribes, and some well known sinners. This host has put together quite a mix!  Such mixes often make for good conversation.  This is the case tonight.

Jesus begins the evening with perhaps the most interesting people–the ones who don’t quite belong–the sinners.  Maybe Matthew was with him and met up with some old tax collector friends.  He introduces Jesus, and Jesus begins conversation.

Or maybe Jesus intended to heal a particular relationship with the Father of someone who has been standing on the edge of crowds in the marketplace.  He has bee-lined to that person.

We don’t know exactly the scene, but we do know from today’s Gospel that Jesus is sitting with the sinners.  And some of the scribes and Pharisees (perhaps they want Jesus to sit with them) don’t like it.

“This man welcomes sinners and eats with them,” they say.

Oh.

What is Jesus Doing?

Perhaps the people Jesus is working on converting are the more righteous in the crowd.

For he begins to tell three stories.  Today we have the story of the lost sheep and the lost coin. If it weren’t for the Feast of St. John Lateran tomorrow, we would have the story of the Prodigal Son then.

In all three stories the message is the same:  God sees.  God seeks.  God finds.  God is concerned about everyone.  He is concerned about the person who knows he’s lost…and the one who resents God’s interest in the one who’s lost.

God sees the hearts and needs of each and every person.  The sinner.  The saint.  The host of the party.  The maids who serve the meal.  The sinners who think they’re saints.  The saints who sees their sins.

What is Jesus telling us about God?

God wants to find the sheep who wander away.  He will seek such sheep.  He knows sheep are in great danger if they are alone.  They can get “cast.”  When a sheep is “cast,” it lies down and somehow gets on its back, feet up in the air.  It can’t right itself.  The shepherd must turn it over so feet touch the ground.  A cast sheep can die in a short period of time.

Or predators can find it. The shepherd must use his rod to fight them off.  Or perhaps a sheep is giving birth and needs help…or gentle guidance getting back to the flock afterwards.

Sometimes people stay in the fold, but disappear in the scene.  They are like lost coins. They remain “pure gold,” valuable and valued, but they are hidden.  They are not away–but they are not present.  Jesus presents the story of the the lost coin.  It is IN THE HOUSE.  Somewhere.  Where?  It must be found.  The house gets a thorough cleaning to find it.

Or relationships are lost.  Like the Prodigal Son whose story is later in Luke 15.

Lost sheep.  Lost coin.  Lost son.

Lost.

So God sees.  God seeks. God finds.

Which are you most like today:  lost sheep?  lost coin?  lost relationship?  Pharisee or sinner?  Host or dinner party guest?  Disciple or person on the edge?

No matter which, God sees.  God seeks.  God finds.

On a Personal Note

God saw.  God sought.  God found–me.

It was about 5 pm on September 21.  Almost everything was ready for a dinner party with my family that night at my house.  My grandson and I had worked all summer to paint the interior of my house.  I had paused that morning with satisfaction.  It was looking good!

A storm broke loose with lots of thunder and lightning.  Suddenly there was a great flash and crack of lightning at the same time as a great clap of thunder and an pounding BOOM.  I was standing in the kitchen and felt the lightning in my feet. The electricity in the house immediately went off.  “That struck someplace close by” I told my grandson and his friend as I went in the living room to check on them.

Yes, it sure did.

We postponed dinner to Sunday, since we did not know when the electricity would come back on.  My son came to pick up the kids.  I had him check the basement and all around the house because that lightning had sounded and felt so close.  I could feel the tingle in my feet still.

I said my evening prayers, called the electric company to report the outage, since I noticed the houses across the street had lights, and then decided to go get something to eat.

I had not been gone more than 30 minutes when the police called to tell me my house was on fire.  Later three people, including the man who worked for the electric company, told me they had seen a ball of fire shoot out of my house right after the power came back on.

I was close by, but by the time I got home the house was a total loss.  I have been told that that is what happens sometimes if lightning strikes an older home.  The wires are fried, and the fire happens when electricity is restored.

God sees.  God seeks. God finds.

Did God intend to hit my house with lightning, or did he simply know that it was going to be hit and put in some protective factors?  I don’t know.

I know God took care of me.  He took care of my family.  If we hadn’t postponed the dinner party, we would have all been there when the ball of fire happened.  My four year old grandson might have been in the room where the fire started, because that was the room where toys were.  As it was, no one was home. No one was hurt.

The house was a complete loss, but we were able to go in the next day and pull out a few things.  People came to help.  People in my parish have been absolutely wonderful.  They took me in, fed me, clothed me, thanked God for safety with me, gave me everything I needed until insurance could come through.

Then God found me a new house.  It is smaller, twenty years younger, but handy for son to drop off grandsons still for me to feed and take to school.  In fact, my older grandson can walk to school from my house!  Moreover, it was an estate–of people I knew–so the heirs let me move in early and sold me the furniture in the house.

And it is a house that is even better suited to do what I was fixing my house up to do:  be a place where I can live in the Benedictine way that I have been learning as an oblate of St. Meinrad Monastery.

God sees.  God seeks.  God finds.

God is good all the time!

I have missed writing.  I have missed you, my international community of friends.  I much appreciate Laura and John’s substituting for me.  I read and appreciate the expressions of concern and prayers you have offered.  They have helped much, because I have been aware of God’s presence and care every step of the way.  I appreciated Laura sharing the outline of the story, so you could know that I and my family have been ok.  Yes, this is difficult, but…

God sees.  God seeks.  God finds.

God loves.

It’s why he sees, seeks, and finds.

 

 

 

About the Author

Mary Ortwein lives in Frankfort, Kentucky in the US. A convert to Catholicism in 1969, Mary had a deeper conversion in 2010. She earned a theology degree from St. Meinrad School of Theology in 2015. Now an Oblate of St. Meinrad, Mary takes as her model Anna, who met the Holy Family in the temple at the Presentation. Like Anna, Mary spends time praying, working in church settings, and enjoying the people she meets. Though formally retired, Mary continues to work part-time as a marriage and family therapist and therapy supervisor. A grandmother and widow, she divides the rest of her time between facilitating small faith-sharing groups, writing, and being with family and friends. Earlier in her life, Mary worked avidly in the pro-life movement. In recent years that has taken the form of Eucharistic ministry to Carebound and educating about end-of-life matters. Now, as Respect for Human Life returns to center stage, she seeks to find ways to communicate God's love and Lordship for all--from the moment of conception through the moment we appear before Jesus when life ends.

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62 Comments

  1. I have been thinking about you since I heard of the fire and hoping all would be well – as much as possible after such an experience. Thank you for coming back to share your wisdom with us. I find your meditations very thought provoking and helpful. Blessings!

  2. God be praised!!! Thanks for the wonderful reflection…I always see His grace and presence in you Mary. Thank God you and your family are okay. Stay forever blessed.

  3. Welcome back Mary! I certainly missed your writing, and very happy to know you and family are safe and are settled. May God continue to bless and protect you so that more people can be touched by God through you.

  4. Yes God is good all the time. He will always be there for you no matter what happens. Beautiful reflection in today’s gospel. Thank you and welcome back.

  5. Alleluia Praise God The Father, The Son & The Holy Spirit.

    God will bless you and family many a fold, Mdm Mary Ortwein.

    Amen.

  6. Welcome back Mary! Praise the Lord you are all safe. God is good all the time! God bless you and your family. 🙂

  7. Mary, thank you for sharing your story. So glad & relieved to know you and your family are safe. Glory be to our Father who always takes care of us. ?

  8. Welcome back Mary! Praise God to your comeback!
    God is really a God who cares for you and us!
    Truly we miss you and your writings!

    God bless!

  9. Welcome back and in sharing your story you teach the lesson of courage and full dependency on God. Thank you and may you continue to trust in him.

  10. Welcome back Mary! Thank you for your the beautiful reflection. Our God is a faithful one. We thank him for taking care of you and your family.

  11. We have missed you, Mary! Welcome back! What a beautiful reflection you wrote today. God is truly great. He sees. He seeks. He finds. ??

  12. I am so happy You are well and blessing us with Your wisdom. All things work together for good to those who love God and are called according to His purpose. Romans 8:28. You are a great example for this scripture. Thank You now and every day. Will keep praying…….

  13. You are a great encouragement Mary. In the midst of so much loss, you are able to see Good seeking you out, finding you and loving you. I thank God for you.

  14. It seems that Job has been restored! You’ve had quite a year. Look at how many of us care about you. Welcome back into you teaching and inspiring position.
    Bob in Florida

  15. Thanks for your come back Mary. Truly God is a protector. He waited for your to leave the house for the shops for the fire to come ranging the house. We shall always remain grateful to Him. God bless you Mary and your family

  16. Thanks Mary for your reflection. Yes God is good all the time. He is our protector and always faithful. Welcome back and we thank God for what He did for you.

  17. We are all so happy to have you back! Just knowing everything turned out well for you and your family is a relief.
    This is like a rainbow after the storm. Thank you for all you do inspiring us with you great faith and knowledge of Catholic life. You are a blessing to us all. We Love You Mary O!

  18. I am so glad you are back to writing. You are so gracious to share the details of your story. I can see God’s hand in keeping you and your family safe and through community providing for you now. May God bless you.

  19. Welcome back Mary! Everyone had already spoken the thankfulness and blessings that are echoing in my heart. Welcome back (and thank you for sharing your story). Thanksgiving will be extra special this year.

  20. Mary, I love that you were able to have the courage to be in that midst of the turmoil and still see the beauty of God. Thank God! Weee!

  21. Welcome back, Mary. I have missed you and your reflections very much. Thank God for keeping you and your family safe.

  22. Welcome back Mary. Thankful that you’ve returned. May God continue to bless and protect you and your family.

  23. So happy that you are back, Mary, and have found a good place to live. Thank you for this beautiful reflection. God bless you and your family!

  24. I love your outlook on a terrible incident, it’s inspiring – glad everyone is safe. Welcome back Mary

  25. Welcome back Mary. Glad all is well after a horrible event. Missed having your writings and reflections here at CM. Happy to help cover a bit while you were gone. Laura was the main backup and it is great having her back as well.
    John

  26. Mary,
    Your return has made my day. Your story is truth and light as God intended it to be. I love how the community helped you make lemonade out of a lemony situation. God bless, seek and stay with you in your new home.

  27. So glad all is well and you and loved ones were safe. It is a joy to have you back writing and sharing. You were missed. God’s plan is perfect.

  28. Thank you Mary for returning to writing for this site. I get so much out of your thoughtful reflections on God’s word! I have really missed you. All praise to a good and glorious God who kept you and your family safe!

  29. God bless you and your family. It is so true that He works through things we might see as difficulties!

  30. Welcome back. Mary. The God who saved you and your family will see you through this difficult period. He will always be your strength and pillar of
    support.

  31. Glad to have you back, Mary! Truly, God works in mysterious ways! You are blessed as well as a blessing to us all. Great insight from an experience such as that! I’m so thankful you and your family are all safe. God bless you!

  32. Yay!!! So glad you and your family are ok, Mary. We missed you. Thanks to all of the Catholic Moment writers for your inspired and faithful writing. Praying to God to continue to shower all of us with his golden, brilliant blessings of love and mercy.

  33. Your story brought tears to my eyes. So glad you are back and safe. Your words and ways of looking at life were missed by so many. God is using you once again to share your experiences to help others.

  34. Your story moves me to tears. So grateful and relieved that your tragedy was turned around for the best, and that you are already in a new home and happy. You are truly inspirational, and I am so thankful you are back for all of us. May God continue to bless you.

  35. Praise and thanksgiving to the Lord for keeping you and your family safe, but also for providing you with resources to build your home again. Not literally build it, but figuratively, since it’s an already-built house.

    The parishoners who gave you food, clothing, and shelter. The money from the insurance company to buy a new house. Family close-by to help you.

    All of these are blessings to ensure you can move forward and not be homeless and destitute.

    It wasn’t your or your family members’ time to go yet. That means that the Lord has more work for you (all of you) to do.

    Welcome back, Mary!

  36. As a follow-up, I just opened today’s page of Living Faith, and the title of the reflection is “Welcome Back.” Fitting for you, Mary.

  37. Welcome back Mary and thank you for sharing your story, or more specifically for sharing your wonderful outlook. God really does seek and see and find. His way may not be easy but it is always good.

  38. Praise God! God is Good indeed! Welcome back Mary! I missed your reflections. Thank you for sharing your story.

  39. Mary,
    I have truly missed your reflections and I thank God that you are back to writing for A Catholic Moment. I thank God for your safety and bringing you through this ‘storm’. May God continue to bless you.

  40. Mary,
    Thank you for your beautiful insight on God’s Word!
    My wife and I are so glad to hear that all is well now with you…please let this community know if you need anything…you are only a few stamps away…?
    God Bless! And Peace in Him! ✝️

  41. What an incredible story Mary! WOW! Scary! God is good – all the time.
    Welcome home to the international community of friends. God bless. ????

  42. Indeed God sees, seeks and finds! Jesus is our Good Sheperd tending to our every need. He protects and guides us even without us realizing it. So glad that you’re back in writing for Catholic Moments. You’re reflections have inspired me to always trust in the Lord. God bless!

  43. Beautiful reflection Mary. Thank you so much! You are such an inspiration. A truly gifted speaker. God is so good. All praise to you Lord! Thank you for being with Mary, and filling her with your strength and grace.
    God bless you and your family always.
    Much love.
    Maria.

  44. Mary,
    So good of you to share your story. Glad you are well. I missed your thoughts.

  45. My heart “smiled” when I saw that you were back today. I missed your writing, and your words that are always so nourishing to me. I’m glad blessings for you and your family were able to come out of such a devastating event.

  46. To all of you:
    Thank you for your great outpouring of support–for both me as a person and for the writing I do. My pastor has suggested that instead of thinking of what I have lost or what God asks me to give up, that instead, I start with nothing, and see what God gives me. This has made these days more than a bit of adventure.

    You, individually and collectively, today have given me something very precious: evidence that when I write I can touch people for God. God mostly works in our lives through people. Today he has spoken through you (as he has spoken through you before, but today you were collectively so loud and clear). I am humbled, almost wordless, and deeply appreciative. Today you are an answer to many prayers.
    Mary Ortwein

  47. Mary, thank you for sharing your story with us – it’s truly a miracle! I’m so relieved to know that you and your family are safe and sound.

    Welcome back 🙂 I have greatly missed your beautiful and inspiring reflections.

  48. So happy you’re back better,stronger and wiser,that you’re able to see ‘POSITIVES’ out of a seemingly negative situation.If people across continents could show such love and moral support,wondering what the angels were and are doing behind the scene.Thank God for taking care of you all this while and for bringing you,A special Gift,back to us.I really miss you and your writings…

  49. So happy and thankful that you are ok Mary and also that you are back. God is good and prayer helps alot. May God keep blessing you and your family cant wait for your reflection next week.

  50. So glad you are back Mary!! You are turning a tragedy into something positive, how God has continued to bless you!! Thank you for sharing your story with all of us!!

  51. Know you were dearly missed and sent prayers!
    Heartfelt thoughts on your loss and on the miracles sent to you!

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