Saturday 11/7/20 Either, Or…Not Both

When I was a child, my mother was a big fan of moderation. I was allowed to have only one friend over at a time. I could participate in only one extracurricular activity per season or semester and I was permitted to do only one “fun” thing over the course of a weekend. Should one friend invite me to the movies on a Friday night and another invite me to the mall the next day, I had a difficult decision to make. It was either the movies or the mall. Both was never an option.

Naturally I hated this policy, but whenever I questioned the logic of these rules, my mother always said the same three things: “When three friends get together, someone always feels left out.” “It’s never wise to spread yourself too thin.” And my personal favorite, “I’m sorry Julie, but you can’t always get what you want.”

The older I get the more I realize my mother wasn’t being mean and it wasn’t that she didn’t want me to have a healthy social life full of things to do, places to go and people to see, but she was trying to teach me a very valuable lesson about keeping everything in balance. By pacing my activities and obligations at the time, she hoped I would choose my commitments wisely, stay fully engaged in the moment and not let my mind wander to other items on my agenda.

I wish I could say I heeded her advice, but I didn’t. Despite my mother’s example, I have spent the majority of my adulthood overworked, overbooked, overextended and overwhelmed. I am often pulled in 40 directions at once and sometimes, it feels as if my life is not my own. Although I know I can’t be all things to all people, I still find myself trying to be the perfect wife, mother, friend, writer, instructor and coach, but it’s a losing proposition. When you try to serve multiple masters, no one gets 100 percent. We can plaster a smile on our face and manage to fool some of the people some of the time, but
there is one Master who always knows the truth. The one who should come before all of our other commitments but is all too often the first one we jettison when we spread ourselves too thin.

However when we make the decision to serve Him above all things, he has a way of creating a sense of balance and moderation in our lives. He is the One who will fill us with peace in times of trouble, will renew our weary spirits and satisfy our souls in a way nothing on Earth can. It’s our decision and it’s not always an easy one to make. It’s either Him or our own selfish desires.

Both is not an option.

About the Author

Julie Young is an award-winning writer and author from Indianapolis, Indiana in the USA, whose work has been seen in Today’s Catholic Teacher, The Catholic Moment, and National Catholic Reporter. She is the author of nine books including: A Belief in Providence: A Life of Saint Theodora Guerin, The CYO in Indianapolis and Central Indiana and The Complete Idiot's Guide to Catholicism. She is a graduate of Scecina Memorial High School in Indianapolis and holds degrees in writing and education from Saint Mary-of-the-Woods College. She can be found online at www.julieyoungfreelance.com

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16 Comments

  1. So nice to have you writing here again! Always enjoy how you wrap the key message in a very reliable story. Simple wisdom – you can’t do both.

  2. Thank you Julie! This is a message I definitely want my kids to learn but I would to live it first just so they know and see what I am talking about. Lord, have mercy on us all!

  3. What great words of wisdom so applicable to today’s do everything world. Thanks Julie we always enjoy your reflections.

  4. Thank you for relaying to us that you are human. It is always reassuring to know that we are not the only ones who struggle. My guess, my hope, my prayer is that we will all make it through. Thank you.

  5. Great to have you back Julie!A great reflection and well illustrated with your own experiences.Have a blessed day.

  6. Thanks Julie for a great reflection! I must say your mother was wise. I just hope that kids do follow rules parents give…unfortunately, they often find them making sense only when they become adults themselves. Nevertheless, we parents should still instill those values…they will get it at some point!

  7. So good to read your reflection again. Your humor and self deprecation are so relatable. Now stop overcommiting yourself!

  8. Welcome black! Always love your reflections. Your last sentences say it all – “ It’s either Him or our own selfish desires. Both is not an option.” May we always follow God’s path! Thanks Julie.

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