Thursday, May 10, 2018 – After Ascension: A Time to Fast and Pray

What do you do when “THE GREAT EVENT” is finally over?  Your daughter’s wedding…your mother’s death…your graduation…the move to a new city.

You prepared.  Then the time for THE GREAT EVENT came.  You entered into it.  Everything else dwindled to the sidelines.  Everything revolved around this milestone, this great event in your life.

But then, whether the event was wonderful or terrible, it ended.  It left you with a changed life.

I remember the day the last guest from out of state left after my son’s wedding…and the afternoon after my mother’s funeral…and the morning soon after my husband’s death when I looked around and realized now I lived in a new house while our farm belonged to someone else.

When THE GREAT EVENT is over, there is a deep tiredness that sets in.  And an emptiness.  Something seems not quite right.  On this new today there is no pressing “to do” list of tasks that must be done.  So what is to be done?

Nothing.

Sit.  And rest.  And wait.

Ascension Thursday

In many parts of the world, today is Ascension Thursday.  It has been 40 days since Easter.  This is the day that Jesus ascended into heaven.  In other parts of the world, though today is 40 days after Easter, the liturgies of the Ascension have been moved by bishops councils to this coming Sunday.  In those areas, today is Thursday of the 6th week of Easter.  If you are celebrating Ascension today, you will find the readings here.  If this is Thursday of the 6th week of Easter for you, you will find the readings here.

Both sets of readings are oriented toward Jesus’ readiness to leave his disciples and their anticipation of what next.  I will be working from the Ascension readings because I want to talk today about the ORIGINAL NOVENA—the 9 days the disciples spend fasting and praying to prepare for Pentecost.

There was never a BIGGER EVENT in the history of the world than Jesus’ rising from the dead.  Because I cannot quite imagine NOT believing in the resurrection, I cannot quite imagine what first seeing the resurrection, walking and talking with the risen Jesus, would have been like.  But it must have been wonderful, wonderful, wonderful!

And seeing Jesus ascend into heaven must have been mind boggling.

What now?  What next?

Would I have watched Jesus ascend with joy? Or confusion?

Jesus Parting Words

What would it mean to me if I heard Jesus say:

“Go into the whole world
and proclaim the gospel to every creature.”

What would have gone through my mind if I heard Jesus say:

“…you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes upon you,
and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem,
throughout Judea and Samaria,
and to the ends of the earth.”

When I put myself on the Mount of Olives as Jesus ascended, I imagine myself staring into the sky with the other disciples. I can feel fear rising in the pit of my stomach as Jesus disappears from sight.

What now?

It seems to me that the Ascension was THE transition link between Jesus present in Jerusalem and Galilee and Jesus present “until the end of time.”  I live in “until the end of time.” 

Because Jesus ascended, He can be with me now, here, in this 21st century time.  Anywhere in the world that you are just now, Jesus can also be with you!  This is the great gift of the Ascension.  So what will Jesus and I do today?  What will you and Jesus do?

As the Ascension was an ending, so it was also a new beginning.

Luke begins his Acts of the Apostles with the Ascension:

“When he had said this, as they were looking on,
he was lifted up, and a cloud took him from their sight.
While they were looking intently at the sky as he was going,
suddenly two men dressed in white garments stood beside them.
They said, “Men of Galilee,
why are you standing there looking at the sky?”

Jesus had given the disciples directions for at least the next step:

“While meeting with them,
he enjoined them not to depart from Jerusalem,
but to wait for ‘the promise of the Father
about which you have heard me speak;
for John baptized with water,
but in a few days you will be baptized with the Holy Spirit.’”

Baptized with the Holy Spirit?

What was that?

If I had been there, I would have wondered what that meant.  And I would have returned to Jerusalem with the other disciples to fast, pray, and wait for this baptism of the Holy Spirit without knowing what I was waiting for.

Indeed, the disciples prayed for the next nine days.  Their prayers for the gift of the Holy Spirit formed the original “novena.”  Novenas are a common form of Catholic prayer.  Novena simply means “nine.”  The disciples’ prayers were the first novena.

Coming Soon:  New Wine, New Containers

The Church continues today to give us a novena for the Gifts of the Holy Spirit.  Here it is in a form I have most often seen, but the form doesn’t seem to be as important as the content:  pray for the Holy Spirit to come.

And fast these nine days, too.

Perhaps the disciples remembered what Jesus had said early in his time with them:

“The disciples of John and of the Pharisees were accustomed to fast. People came to him and objected, ‘Why do the disciples of John and the disciples of the Pharisees fast, but your disciples do not fast?’ Jesus answered them, ‘Can the wedding guests fast while the bridegroom is with them? As long as they have the bridegroom with them they cannot fast. But the days will come when the bridegroom is taken away from them, and then they will fast on that day. No one sews a piece of unshrunken cloth on an old cloak. If he does, its fullness pulls away, the new from the old, and the tear gets worse. Likewise, no one pours new wine into old wineskins. Otherwise, the wine will burst the skins, and both the wine and the skins are ruined. Rather, new wine is poured into fresh wineskins.’” (Mark 2: 18-22)

What was this new wine and new wineskins?

What is next for me?  For you?

These last three weeks God has taken me out of my normal routines and comfort zones.  No GREAT EVENT has happened in my life, but multiple significant small events have combined to put me spiritually and emotionally in a time of transition.  I can easily see myself on the Mount of Olives staring up in the sky.

For I am wondering “What next?”

Spiritually, I’m in the upper room praying and waiting…yearning for new stirrings of the Holy Spirit in me.  God has closed some doors for me—firmly.  He is opening others.

It is a new wine in new wineskins time.

It is time to make a serious effort to fast and pray, that I enter fully into my what next.

Is this a transition time for you?  Or would you simply like MORE of the Holy Spirit? Or are you convicted by how far away from God our world is these days?

It is time to make a serious effort to fast and pray.

Join in praying—around the world—the original novena, prayer for the coming of the Holy Spirit.

On you.

On all of us.

On our world.

Prayer:

Come Holy Spirit, renew the hearts of your faithful, and enkindle within them the fire of your love. Send forth your Spirit, and they shall be created, and you shall renew the face of the earth. Amen.

 

THANKS

to John Ciribassi for writing the Thursday post the past two weeks!  It is good to be back.  While A Catholic Moment is not my primary work for God, it remains an important one.  Let us fast and pray now for whatever God sends us next.

About the Author

Mary Ortwein lives in Frankfort, Kentucky in the US. A convert to Catholicism in 1969, Mary had a deeper conversion in 2010. She earned a theology degree from St. Meinrad School of Theology in 2015. Now an Oblate of St. Meinrad, Mary takes as her model Anna, who met the Holy Family in the temple at the Presentation. Like Anna, Mary spends time praying, working in church settings, and enjoying the people she meets. Though formally retired, Mary continues to work part-time as a marriage and family therapist and therapy supervisor. A grandmother and widow, she divides the rest of her time between facilitating small faith-sharing groups, writing, and being with family and friends. Earlier in her life, Mary worked avidly in the pro-life movement. In recent years that has taken the form of Eucharistic ministry to Carebound and educating about end-of-life matters. Now, as Respect for Human Life returns to center stage, she seeks to find ways to communicate God's love and Lordship for all--from the moment of conception through the moment we appear before Jesus when life ends.

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12 Comments

  1. Praise God for coming back! Welcome back Mary!

    Thanks for this great reflections. Truly I got a lot of new insights to grow with my faith.
    It is just a coincidence that the Pentecost Sunday is also my birthday. Thank you for guiding me as the Holy Spirit did it, to offer novena and fasting towards this great birthday of the Church.

    Come O Holy Spirit come!

  2. Thanks Mary, I have always wondered about the readings in Mark 2: 18-22. Now it makes perfect sense that we have to be ready and renew ourselves, for the coming of the Holy Spirit – for the new to come into a new vessel. I will definitely start fasting and praying to receive the Holy Spirit. Thank you

  3. Thank you Mary. Beautiful reflection for a wonderful time of year. May the Holy Spirit guide you through your journey of whats next. Good to have you back!

  4. Mary, welcome back. I’ve missed your posts, as much as I enjoyed John’s. Each of you has your own style, which I look forward to and miss when you’re away.
    This time of prayer, fasting and waiting is coming at a time for me when I am contemplating changing companies after being with my current employer for going on 15 years. The new opportunity seems to be the answer to my prayers to “clear a path” if I am meant to leave my current position. I’ve been praying for guidance from the Holy Spirit and God with his perfect timing has put me at the final stages of interviews during this time leading up to Pentecost. Come Holy Spirit, fill the hearts of your faithful and enkindle them with the fire of your love.

  5. Thanks Mary for your very inspiring reflection. Thanks to God for bringing you back to us as it cannot be taken for granted. Keep it up

  6. Beautiful! Perfect for today. I am in a time of transition. I’ve been a widow and single mother for over six years. My youngest is graduating from hugh school and leaving soon. What next Lord? Perfect time for a Novena. And thanks for the insight about the first novena. God bless you!

  7. Thank you Mary! Great reflection! Pray and Fast, come Holy Spirit fill our hearts with you. You have really inspired me Mary! I went to mass today and it was beautiful. I have my Novena to start as well. Lovely to have you back Mary!
    God bless you always

  8. Welcome back, Mary! I always enjoy the historical and theological backgrounds you give in your reflections. This time it was about the first novena.

    It makes even more sense now that our parish (which will be celebrating the Ascension on Sunday) instituted a novena for us to pray starting tomorrow until the day before Pentecost. I thought that it was just because it’s the 9 days leading up to Pentecost, but I completely missed the part about today being the actual Ascension day, and that the disciples did the first novena due to the 9 days. I think I roughly heard something about that at church, but cometely missed the significance, until I read it from you. Thank you!

  9. I think I have used this site before requesting the use of pictures for my book about Jesus and His Paschal Mystery. Please let me know if I have permission to use the picture of Jesus ascending.
    Thank you very much

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