Thursday, 21st July 2022

I say to you, many prophets and righteous people
longed to see what you see but did not see it,
and to hear what you hear but did not hear it.”

In my obgyn reisdency, the first few days we are taught to listen to the fetal (baby)heart sound using our stethoscope. Yes we are that medieval! But it takes a skill and training of many months as the baby is comfortably wrapped within mothers uterus in the amniotic fluid – so basically almost 4 layers which prevent the hearing of it .

The text books describe it as a watch kept under a pillow- and it does sound like that! The modern technology uses a machine called ” cardiotocograph” which is catches the sound and transmits into a machine to plot a graph for an approximation along the axis of time – so higher means faster and lower means slower heart beat. While deciphering the graph is another art form, my college being government funded had no machines during the early years of my training so I was told to find the babys back and stick your ear to the abdomen with the bell of stethoscope ( smaller side) and listen…

It was a tough exercise- both the palpate the back of the fetus through the abdomen and then hearing the heart sound! so like any diligent student i practised! I would take time out of my shift and go through all my admitted patients requesting them to let me listen and keep training myself to find the sound took me around 3 to 4 months to get there and over years its a muscle memory so much so that I cannot trust any machine but hearing the sound of fetal heart with my own ears!!!

Today Jesus implies the same, while we all want to hear and seek the Lord in our lives we are not making enough effort or putting in the practise of prayer and spending time with the Lord. This entire past week from the sunday gospel to the prayers – all said to make Jesus a priority in my day! It is a tough time to push in even 10 minutes of prayer but I think I can find it and if I stick by it soon I will be able to hear and see what my Lord is saying much more clearly!!!

Maybe if you too need to hear or see Him better, up your prayer game! Spend time praying or studying scripture or even adoration or Mass! Whatever makes you practise your faith on a daily basis and even cut back on people and events which will lead you away!! Not simple – but nothing is impossible with the Lord …

PRAYER

Thank you Jesus for leading us to your way. Guide me to spend more time and prioritise you more in my daily routine! Help me worry and stress less about what isnt in my hands and focus on you!

AMEN.

About the Author

Hello! I’m Dr Analise Maria D’ Mello, (MBBS, MS obgyn, DNB) from the beautiful state of Goa in India. I was born and raised in a Roman Catholic family, learning my prayers, catechism and Catholic values from my parents and grandmothers. I am currently practicing as an obstetrician and gynecologist for 3 years since my residency. I often speak on anti-abortion to college students and married couples, and counsel distressed pregnant women with appropriate medical advice. I am part of the St Luke's Medical Guild of Catholic Doctors in my state providing services in prisons, and Lenten and advent retreats for medical professionals and their families.

Author Archive Page

12 Comments

  1. Thank you for this reminder Analise. It’s so easy to get caught up in my day and forget my prayers. Especially when vacationing!! God Bless! 🙏🏼

  2. Thank you Analise. Listening is a skill that has to be developed. Concentration is key. Consistency a must. In the end there is so much to be gleaned. May the words and parables of Jesus be understood through good attentive listening and prayer. Peace my sister.

  3. I loved your analogy….. and the fact that you practiced so hard to learn to hear the heartbeat that now you trust yourself more than a machine. Your patients are blessed to have you!

  4. What a beautiful comparison, listening for life in the womb and listening for the Spirit of God. God is using your openness in amazing ways! Thank you.

  5. Thank you Analise.How beautiful to imagine the sound of the heartbeat of a baby in the womb,to the quiet voice of God.Its there,if only we listen.God Bless you.

  6. Thank you Dr Analise!
    Thank you for caring so much and passing it on to us in example and word. The Holy Spirit has led you to be a teacher like Jesus. Thank you for answering “Yes”

    God bless us all as we listen to God’s Word.

  7. I heard that!! What a fantastic reflection…comparing two kinds of hearing! May the Lord open our ears and our minds and our hearts! Thank you, Doc!

  8. I remember when I started working as a nurse in childbirth listening to a baby’s heartbeat after delivery. We would assess for abnormalities like a heart murmur. At first I couldn’t hear them. After listening to many babies heart beats I became quite good at finding the heart murmur. I guess it is the same with faith and trust. The more we practice the better we become at following his path. I enjoy reading your reflections. They speak right to my heart.
    Thanks for sharing. Mary

Post a Comment

Your email address will not be published.