Thursday April 25, 2019 – Still processing and pondering

The crowd has gathered. The rumors are flying.

Huddled in a large room, the level of mumbling among the people has risen to more than a murmur. It’s more like shock and awe and panic.

There you are, in the midst. Wondering to yourself: What’s going on?

More fake news?

Is that the man you’ve seen before, standing up in our midst? The one they call Peter, who was always seen with that Jesus, who they sadly put to death a few days ago?

Last we saw Peter, he was crying uncontrollably as if he felt shame over something he had done – or not done.

What is he doing now?

What is he saying?

“God has thus brought to fulfillment what he had announced beforehand through the mouth of all the prophets …”

Yes, yes. The miracles, the cures … Lazarus! Those were amazing things. But why is he talking about this now? The man, the Rabbi, he is dead.

“You denied the Holy and Righteous One and asked that a murderer be released to you …”

Sad, but true. We watched it with our own eyes from afar. Such a tragedy.

“But God raised him from the dead; of this we are witnesses.”

Wait … what?

Did he just say, God raised him from the dead?

The murmuring grew louder. A mix of excitement and disbelief, happiness and anger, hope and fear.

Like that day a few years back, when a young Jesus read from the scrolls about the promise of a savior. Then he said on this day, that the promise had been fulfilled.

Lots of murmuring that day, too.

Now this?

A resurrection?

This can’t be. We saw him breathe his last, hanging on that cross. His body was pale by the time they took him down and placed him in that tomb.

And yet, that is what Peter just said. And it’s what we heard as we made our way to this gathering.

Gossip! Or …Gospel?

The crowd begins to break apart. Many follow Peter to a new life while others disperse, not sure which way to go or where to turn.

On this Thursday within the Octave of Easter, we continue to process the news of the incredible events we first heard about on Easter Sunday.

The rock has been rolled away.

The tomb is empty.

Jesus is alive.

Simple words. But packed with so much meaning.

These things can’t be digested in a day, or a week.

It takes time to ponder and pray and ask for the faith to believe in things we did not see – 140 characters on Twitter are not going to suffice; nor will a pretty picture on Facebook.

We need time and patience. We need depth of understanding.

What does this mean? What did it mean back when it happened … and what does it mean for me today?

Jesus is alive … fine. But where is he now?

Today is the first day of the rest of your life.

Perhaps it is time to start figuring that out.

About the Author

Dan McFeely is a Carmel, Indiana, writer, communications business owner, book editor and a former professional journalist. Dan also works as an Adult Faith Formation Minister, currently serving as a spiritual director for the men's and women's Christ Renews His Parish program at St. Elizabeth Ann Seton Catholic Church in Carmel. He is a graduate of the Ecclesial Lay Ministry program offered by the Diocese of Lafayette-in-Indiana and has studied theology at Marian University.

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4 Comments

  1. Thanks for sharing, Dan.
    That our Lord is ris n and the tomb is empty leaves us with signs to believe that He is indeed alive. Even when He appeared to the disciples He told them a ghost does not have flesh and bone and encouraged them to touch Him and even requested for a meal to share with them. Even though we struggle physically in doubt, we shouldn’t relent in asking for more grace to believe in the Truth which is Christ our risen Lord!

  2. I love the sequence of this reflection. May the effect of the resurrection be made manifest in our lives.

  3. Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.
    Jesus is alive! His spirit is with us…digesting with a big smile. Thank you Dan

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